Tears
Monday, March 06, 2006//
I believe most people are quite familiar to the tears; they may also have it before. But many does not like it, they think most time it links up with unhappy things at most time. In my opinion, I feel the tears is very precious to us, it can express our true emotion to others no matter for which reason. It can bring us sadness or happiness as well as a part of our lives. Maybe its existence is to help us understand the importance of treasuring, something if you do not treasure now, it will bring you a lot of regrets.
Although this incident was past on two years ago, the tears it brought to me had already flow into my brain and even every detail was imprinted on my mind.
At that night, I was doing my homework as usual. Suddenly I felt very unhappy, my sense told me something would happen. As expected, I connected a telephone. The other side was my father; he woefully told me there was a bad news. Then he said my grandfather passed away in the depressed mood.
Here I could not believe my ears, my feeling was just like the world came to thee end. I cannot accept this fact really. When I confirmed it was true what I heard, the first thing what I wanted to was crying. Actually I tried to not lose the control on my emotion, but eventually I failed to do so, my tears came out. I cannot stop it since the moment it came out, and I also did not want to do that. Because only this way could express my grief, regrets, and I thought my tears helped me abreact the emotion.
From tears I can see everything linked with my grandfather. He was very strict to me; he always told me that a successful people must tolerate many things that common people cannot tolerate. Although I knew what he did was for my own good, sometimes I still cannot accept it. Now when I recalled this, I felt it was a big lose to me.
Subsequently I had only a few chances to meet him since I was so busy in my study. The last meet was on three years ago just before I came to Singapore. But I never bethink of it became the bid farewell. Something you lose, you still have chance to get back. But something once you miss it, which means you, will lose it forever.
I will treasure up natural affection between grandfather and I in my heart forevermore, and the tears already let me understand how important the treasuring is!
--Nauthannem i ned ol reniannen.--
7:49 PM
